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Sat, 09 Apr 2005 23:58:20 GMT

whats up DJ?
long time no see eh?

well lately things are __. i dont really no
i had a fun time last night with some cute girls
had some good laughs, picutres, talks..
<3!
im going to post some of the 93284392 pictures we took.
fed some swans this morning.
never laughed so hard:)
erin drove me and jill home. and shes driving all the way back all by herself:(

later toinght. im not sure whats going on.
well this was fun.

ohhhhhhhhh they are random. and not in order.

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 22:34:51 GMT

I have so many picutres its not even funny

i think shes cute

OHHHHHHHH LEMKE!

GWOZDZ!

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 23:21:05 GMT

goodbye to my dj
for a little while atleast
i heart my myspace right now
<3

Sat, 26 Feb 2005 18:53:53 GMT

So last night Annie Vanessa and Jordan came over. You know. then we went to get Kristin and Jane and went to the game. Showed up late since we are sweet. We won. It was fun. Afterwards, we went to Taco Bell and then some guys met us up there. Kristin and Vanessa went with them and the rest of us went to Ashley's where some very drunk girls were. Very funny but you gotta love them:) GAve them their tacos stayed and talked a while then we left. Took Jane to Kristins and then we went to Mikes. Another good time. It was me jordan annie mike and anthony. Fought. haha We left at 1215. Came home to a HUGElkfjal;sfj muscrat in our driveway. Sick. Vanessa came at like 1. We _______ haha and went to bed.
I have 582094++ pictures. Cuz Im sweet like that<2+1

me and jordan double buckled. haha

Basketball game, dur!<3

Jaaawsh

"PUT MY BOY VICTOR INNNN!!"

we drove around. ended up here--->

and finally here--->

thats right. lady with SWEET hair.

shes SO EMO! it kills me

then they met us up there--->

jordan and man...JORDAN LOVES MAN

G-UNIT

I STOLE THIS!

went to ashleys

moonwalk

then mikes-->

i kicked him in the balls:) haha

so thats what i get:(

mikes so emo!

she was being loud

i love her tho

THANK YOU DISASTER!<333

emoemoemoemoemoemoemo

Thu, 24 Feb 2005 23:17:23 GMT

these are the most random pics!

me and britney ... couging^ thats sweet:)!

chris

i did britneys hair. its basically the coolest thing ever

ewwwww

i did tara's hair too. she hates braids

the neck

he was being mean

i can see it in your eyes

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 03:36:35 GMT

so it was a good night. pretty fun.
this whole weekend was kind of lame tho. nothing too exciting really.
im just pretty annoyed with a lot of things//people right now. i think im taking things too personally. and it sucks because its basically ruining my mood.
some people i dont like, some people who don't like me, some of my best friends.
i dont no
whatever. im gay.
oh yah and i met jessica and shes sweet and im jealous of her because she sleeps with WJ.
haha<3

sweet sarah. SWEET

brittany was a bad driver last night! haha

i love random cute kids<3

like i said<33 haha

"whoa. did i just take a picture of you?" haha

oh and we went to see victor at work. he gave us free food. aw.

HEY EVERYBODY>>>

Fri, 18 Feb 2005 17:18:25 GMT

obtain our happiness

Thu, 17 Feb 2005 20:39:17 GMT

Thu, 17 Feb 2005 02:32:34 GMT

who likes my icon?!?!?
<3 it's cute jordan as a warrior
ahaha

WITH A BRICK ON THE GAS!>>>>

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 23:33:59 GMT

so im having a good day.
a good past few days as a matter of fact.
classes were super fast yesterday. and after school i watched the notebook before dance. after dance i went to the mallll.
so i was lookin around. and does everyone no thee extremely hot worker at hot topic? ok so yah i was lookin around and the weakend starts playing and i get all excited. and to top it all off.. he ends up coming over and talkin to me and even telling me to come to his show saturday!<3 i dont think it could possibly get much better:):)
ha anyways. my mom bought me some earrings and a belt for valentines day and they are cute.
then i came home to watch How'd they do that. and the bachelorette. and i fell asleep super early.
today. well i like gold days
me and alex were fighting in 2nd block today. haha he was so red from me hitting him.
and me and annie wore his clothes today. so that was sweet.
seminar i sold bagels with victor and austin. twas a lot a fun. and i laughed a lot.
health! i missed vanessa terribly. and i never have fallen into a deeper sleep then i did. hah
and 8th block i missed jrodan a lot too.
i also found out that me jordan ari alyssa and maybe annie are for sure going to states with SCS. im SO excited its not even funny. all those boys<3 for the whole weekend. NO PARENTS. haa i love it.
well tomorrow should be fun too. seeing as we dont have school for the next 2 1/2 days!! :)

seeee ya<3

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 21:51:27 GMT

i seriously hate how people are so judgemental.
WHO CARES WHAT I DO. it doesnt affect you. i dont even talk to you so waht gives you the right to talk shit about me.
i'm not trying to be hxc. honostly. if i wanted to i could try a little more. who cares if i go to shows. seriously.
fuck you all.

i<3ampMICHwireDRUM>>>

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 04:51:14 GMT

Today was pretty much the only good day of the week.
me and jordan did the bagel thing in seminar and that was a good time.
stayed after school for dance which was at 345-5.
came home and went out to eat with the family.
went home and mallory came a little later
we went to the show<333
It was theee best one yet<3!!!! had such a good time.
we waited for chuck, but he was a no-show:(
got a SLURPPEEE after. and now im home.

have practice tomorrow. then later on doin somethin with annie since we havent hung out in forever.

<33Thank you, DISASTER!

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 21:57:33 GMT

I hate being sick. It's been 6 days, I'm really tired of this. ;slkjdf;asldjk
I stayed home all weekend like a loser. Except snoball. That was pretty fun. Went to Kara's house before with some other girls. Ate and took pictures then went to the dance. I didn't really feel like dancing. but i did and it was fun. afterwards went to mike's with a bunch of people. i actually got to hang out with jordan. so that was cool. i went home and went right to sleep.
sunday i felt so sick again. layed around all day and did nothing. watched 3 movies.
i was feeling ok yesterday. but i had a doctors appt. so i missed the firts half of the day.
Today I was actually going to make it thru a whole day of school, I thought. Left in seminar cuz... yeah w/e

I hate speed days. and blue days. so the only good day about this week is going to be friday<3!
:)

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 20:32:44 GMT

Long Survey About Yourself
Created by bleedwithoutreason and taken 16887 times on bzoink!
What time are you starting this?	307
Name?	sarah
Nicknames?	sar..serra..sawa
Date of birth?	june 5
Sex?	female
Height?	5"3
Eye color?	green/blue
Where were you born?	grosse point
Number of candles on your last birthday cake?	15
Pets?	2 cats
Hair color?	brown/blonde
Piercings?	7
Town you live in?	fray town
Favorite foods?	gold fish
Ever been to Africa?	nope
Been toilet papering?	haha yeup
Love someone so much it made you cry?	cant say that i have
Been in a car accident?	it wasnt antyhing big
Croutons or bacon bits?	BOTH
Favorite day of the week?	friday and saturday
Favorite resturant?	olive garden
Favorite flower?	lily
Favorite sport to watch?	hockey
Favorite drink?	water
Favorite ice cream flavor?	cookie dough
Warner Bros. or Disney?	disney
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Carpet color in your bedroom?	green
How many times did you fail your driver's test?	zeeero. havent taken it yet
Whom did you get your last email from?	amanda car!
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?	many
What do you do most often when you are bored?	draw and listen to music
Most annoying thing to say to me?	are you still talking
Bedtime?	1030 -11
Favorite TV show?	i dont watch much tv
Last person you went out to dinner with?:	mom i think
Been out of country?	yup
Believe in magick?	sure
Ford or Chevy?	chevy
What are you listening to right now?	from first to last
Have you ever failed a grade?	no
If you have, what grade did you fail?
Do you have a crush on someone?	yes:-\
Do you have a bf/gf?	nope
If so, what is their name?
How long have you been together?
What are you wearing right now?	hoodie/pants/scarf
Would you have sex before marriage?	no
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?	noo
Are you a virgin?	yes
Do you smoke?	no
Do you drink?	yea
Are you ghetto?	heck yes i am. what do you think
Are you a player?	big time
What are your favorite colors?	black white and turquoise
What is your favorite animal?	cat/dog
Do you have any birthmarks?	yes
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?	nopee
Who do you talk to most on the phone?	:) __jordan
Have you ever been slapped?	yes
Do you get online a lot?	too much
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Have you ever gotten high?	no
Do you like snapple?	yes
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Do you have a cell phone?	yeup
Do you have a curfew?	12
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Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?	yes cedar point
What name brand do you wear the most?	a lot of everything i guess
What kind of jewelry do you wear?	4 bracelets. livestrong and black watch
What do you want pierced?	belly button and more ears
Do you like takin pictures?	love to
Do you like gettin your picture taken?	on some days
Do you have a tan?	barley.
Do you get annoyed easily?	of some people
Have you ever started a rumor?	probably.
Do you have your own phone or phone line?	cell phone
Do you have your own pool?	sure do
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?	boxer briefs
Do you have any siblings?	bro
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Have you ever been fired from a job?	nope
Do you even have a job?	ha nope
Do you daydream a lot?	when im bored
Do you have a lot of ex's?	no
Do you run your mouth?	not really
What do you want a tattoo of?	star
What do you have a tattoo of?	notta
What does your ex bf/gf look like?
What does your most recent crush look like?	:)
Whats her/his name?	ha!
Have you ever been bitched out?	yes
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Do you like getting dirty?	not particularly
Are you flexiable?	yes
What is your heritage?	irish/polish/german
What is your lucky number?	5
What does your hair look like right now?	down
Could you ever be a vegetarian?	nope
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If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?	darker brown.. my natural
Would you ever date someone younger than you?	it would be hard.. depends how much younger
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When was the last time you were drunk?	last week
How many rings until you answer the phone?	2
Have you ever been skinny dipping?	no
If yes, when was the last time?
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Do you look more like your mother or father?	dad
Do you cry a lot?	i do.
Do you ever cry to get your way?	ha yeup
What phrase do you use most when on the phone?	its fine. or sweet
Are you the romantic type?	who knows.
Have you ever been chased by cops?	not chased, no
What do you like most about your body?	my hair on some occasions
What do you like least about your body?	everything
When did you have your first crush?	when i was like 3
When was the last time you threw up?	the night w/jordan
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Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly?	no thanks
What about cleavage?	what cleavage? haha
Is your best friend a virgin?	yes. i hope
Have you ever fucked someone up?	no
Have you ever been fucked up?	nah
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What size show do you wear?	7
What is your screen name on AIM?	sarahbeara195
How are you feeling right now?	mad/sad
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Have you ever given a lapdance?	haha i dont think so
Have you ever recieved one?	yess haha
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?	ya:-o
What is one of your bad qualilties?	i tend to get my hopes up a lot
What is one of your good qualilties?	i can listen to anyone's problems
Would you marry for money?	no
What do you drive?	i drive a dodge stratus. haha no my moms car
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child?	mom
So?	long
Well?	ya
When was the last time you cried in school?	today frmo laugin! haha
Would you ever hook up with the same sex?	hell no
What kind of music do you like?	alternative
Would you ever bungee jump?	yes
What is your worst fear?	drowning
Would you ever join the army?	ha no
Do you like cows?	heck yes
If you were to die today, what would you do?	tell people what i really think of them. do things i would never do
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it b?	i love you
Do you like to party?	yessss
Hearts or broken hearts?	broken hearts
Moons or stars?	STARS
Coke or pepsi?	fountain pepsi
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Favorite band?	weakend<3
Would you ever dye your hair red?	i have died the underneath red
How many languages can you speak?	2 but not fluently
What time are you finishing this?	327
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don't apologize. i hope you choke,

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 01:57:59 GMT

_____ made a funny joke today. :-\
So I don't know what I was actually thinking. whatever.

I couldnt sleep last night. That was bad. I like gold days. I sold bagels again with Ja-WHORE-dan in seminar today. Everything else was good. After school. <33 #:) dance. and then to alyssas. where it all pretty much sucked.

i'm going to watch the bachelorette.

ah. my. ears.

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 05:44:27 GMT

tonight's show was crazy fun. definately the best i've been to.
all started at the game. when it was ((thank god)) CANCELLED! cuz some crazy person and glass. obviously everyone knows. so i changed so fast and went back to my house w/jordan mike josh and davies. they played like an hour of ping pong and i was gettin nervous. lol so we left to mcdonalds and then to the show<33
we got there in time for chiodos. it was NUTS. me and jordan were in the middle thee whole time. and then go out way to the front for the rest of the show. we met cute chuck too. ;)
ummm left after only in movies. it was all like amazing.
anthony took me back to alyssas and we all hung out for a half hour.
oh yeah and i really love how you say things about me behind my back and then act like friends to my face. thats cute because i thought we were friends. w/e

well.. i think im goin to bed<333
night

Thu, 27 Jan 2005 22:29:28 GMT

these are mallorys.
altho i took half of them at school today.
veryyyy random.

<3

BAGELS! we're first timers:-O

seminar today. for the whole 20 minuts we had.

i made this for mallory

he had a sweet pose them moved o well

brad took this one. sweet doe

annnd finally dance!

i duno? shes nuts

me and lorna!

"sarah must really like cloe. she always runs around the hosue calling her name"
hahahha thats mallorys cloe. <3

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 03:52:55 GMT

so here's the deal
its 8° outside. and our heater is broken.
i now dont have a date to snoball.
and my whole body is practically numb.

i'm really annoyed with my whole family.
and i'm not a fan of my new classes.
blue days are going to suck.
theres hope for lunch tho ::corssses fingers::
gold days are average.
MINUS LUNCH

i was planning on seeing the weakend on friday and now i cant.
we have a game.
i was lied to.
3 times as a matter of fact. and each time i kept believing it'd actually happen.

i think i'm done for now
i just have to go get about 15+ blankets.
this is goin to be a rough night.

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 21:20:11 GMT

I'm so bored. and tired. and cold. and im not sure yet if i like the new classes?
oh yah.. and i love liars! <33

bored...so I guess I'll do these things...
I WANT: a snoball date! b/c im a loser
I HAVE: to get used to the new, sucky, classes
I REGRET: making promises i cant keep
I WISH: friendships lasted forever like we always say they will
I LOVE: friends. so much
I HATE: when people lie, and when i get ditched for guys
I MISS:
I FEAR: loosing people

LAST TIME YOU...
SMILED? 8th block
CRIED? sunday
BOUGHT SOMETHING? lunch at school.
KISSED SOMEONE? uhh I dont know
HAD A DREAM? last night
LAST THING YOU READ? <---
LAST PHONE NUMBER YOU CALLED? jordan
LAST SONG YOU HEARD? mayday! mayday!
YOU ATE? lime chips!

DO YOU..
DO DRUGS? nope
HAVE A CRUSH? sure;)
HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND? no.
HAVE A DREAM THAT KEEPS COMING BACK? i used to
REMEMBER YOUR FIRST LOVE? mhm..
HAVE YOU ANY GAY BISEXUAL OR LESBIAN FRIENDS? yeah
BELIEVE IN MIRACLES? yeah
BELIEVE IT'S POSSIBLE TO REMAIN FAITHFUL FOREVER? yeah
BELIEVE IN God? yeah
HAVE ANY SECRETS? yeah
HAVE ANY PETS? tessie and tucker.
GO TO UNIVERSITY? nope
PIERCINGS? 7
HAVE ANY TATTOOS? nope
HAVE A 'BEST' FRIEND? yes.. many
CARE ABOUT LOOKS? sometimes too much
TRUST OTHERS EASILY? too easily

THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. the JACKET!! (cutie jacket) haa
2. jeans
3. scarf bc im insanley cold

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
1. cds
2. cell phone
3. paper/markers

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1. be more outgoing
2. get better grades
3. get my belly button pierced

THREE GOOD WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY
1. shy at times
2. loud in front of people i know
3.

THREE BAD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY
1. shy
2. jealous
3. hipocritical

THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. idnnn? my hair on some occassions
2. nothing
3. umm nothing.

THREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. legs
2. stomach
3. feet

THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT ME
1. I want a good relationship
2. I get really nervous
3.

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
1. its fine
2. i dont believe you
3. ok

THREE NAMES THAT I GO BY
1. sarah
2. sar
3. weakendsarah. haah

THREE SCREEN NAMES I HAVE HAD
1. sarabeara195
2. hersheykisses11
3. nsync55538

THREE DRINKS I LIKE
1. water
2. water
3. shirley temples

I love to hate you even more<3

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 22:23:05 GMT

so i pretty much suck at updating i guess.
i had a really good weekend.
friday had the game. favorite dance:)then went to bdubs and back to alyssas with a ton of people. it was fun. played some pool and talkd and stuff.
saturday dance was cancelled so i was happy about extra sleep. i went to some stores for erin all day. i drove in the insane amount of snow and I was scared for my life. some car almost swerved into me. ha sweet. later ange and karli came over to help me decorate. and then jill came. called erin and told her to come. and we all surprised her! it was supposed to be more people, but o well. we still had funn:) we stayed up til 4 or 5 and woke up and it was only jill left.
i cleaned up the basement and got ready. later at 8 went to Liz's. That, was definately a good time. Didn't sleep too well. had to wake up for dance this morning. at 9. Alyssa took me to McDonalds and then 2 hr practce.
I came home and slept all day.. took a shower,
and I dont want to go to school tomorrow. I don't know anyone in my new classes. so we'll seeee.

grace us with your presence<3

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 17:32:26 GMT

Here I go being negative agian.
But I'm in such a bad mood about everything right now. To pretty much sum it up, things suck.
I'm not going into detail about it, so whatever.

last exam was hard. annie came over last night to study. we got a lot done but it didnt help much on the test so that sucked. I am going to miss that class tho.

had dance after school. we were doing this handstand into the worm. it was so hard. so i do it and my arm like tensed up and then was numb for the rest of the practice and i can barley lift it now. SWEET!

got a game tonight. sweet dance. and after either hangin out w/ari.. or going to alyssas. im not sure whats goin on yet. so we'll see..

<3

never said it would be easy

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 03:35:00 GMT

7th time on this cd<333

and 3985703947th time writing on notecards. i already hate them. and exams. they blow.
i'm a negative person. too negative and i hate it. it rubs off from other people. probly that i need a break from. um whatever.

last blue day so that sucked. kind of.
had practice. and officially are done with the madonna dance. thank the fricken lord. they did this whole thing. it was nuts. i was just in the back laughing to myself, like usual.
came home and tested out the new car. went to the drive thru after my mom telling me not to 32470 times. hey im a "spoiled brat" what can i say?
i come home at like 6 and have been studying since. with many breaks of course. because i cant stay focused.
i'm in need of _+___+__+______<3

and ___ _______<33

thank you, disaster

third time's a charm and you know how i like it<33

Sun, 16 Jan 2005 22:42:53 GMT

It's been a while.

this was a good weekend. friday mike and russel came over. and later we went to pick up jordan and then theyy left. me and jordan were supposed to go to the show that night.. but didnt happen. we had a goood time with the house to ourselves. haha we went to alyssas later. there was a lot of people but im goin to name then anyways.
me jordan alyssa mike mike britney ryan liz tom tara eli josh davies and victor. ha it was a lot of fun. played some pool. tatooed some people. haha it was pretty funny. they all went in the hottub and mike and jordan went sleeding with barley any snow. and i stood outside in 50 layers of random peoples clothes. went to my house with jordan parents got home way late and we just went to bed.
saturday had practice in the monring for an hour. went to the gymnastics thing with erin. home and got ready. hockey people came over. and at 430 mallory came over. we left to go to coney island to see chris. waited for her family for a while. and it was a fun time. left to the show<333
we missed only in movies. so that sucked. alucard, before i go, and the weakend(especially) were amazing<3 and boink was lame. we left and mallory took me to mikes. britney ryan jordan ari joe josh daveis alyssa and anthony were there. watched some lame movie and left at 12.

we had competition today. it was better then lsat time . so thats a good thing.
tomorrow.. last blue day:( that blows. and so does exams which i havent studied one bit for. so im sweet. o welllllll

and everybody will know you by the mistakes you make

when will this life be whole?

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 20:34:41 GMT

i love richard!! and sluts!! yaaaaa:)<33333

haaa.
well my weekend was crazy fun. minus the whole being sick thing. sunday was lame becuase i was lazy all day besides goin to my brothers hockey game. i didnt go to school monday. but yet i had to go to dance. well i didnt have to. but i did. went to meijers later and i saw anton. and i kept laughin to myself thinkin about friday night. haha i probly looked super sweet.
watched the bachelorette wheni got home. annnnd bed

no snow day today. so that means another WIN for me. so that means TWO beez wax from josh.
school was good. fast. came home.

game later. should be fun i think.
coutdown till the weekend.........(3)sweet doe

<333all those feelings, those yesterdays feelings, will all be lost in time

this all needs a break from you

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 01:23:09 GMT

wellll last night was definately fun. a ton of people were at alyssas. we played pool. i won, sometimes.
i was by myself most of the night because im sweet like that.
everyone left at, i dont remember what time. and i went to bed.
woke up at 8. not sure why. layed around at alysass. we took jordan home then we had practice. it was boring. came home and slept all day. tonight.. i dont no? becauese my parents are sweet and still think my brother is a baby and cant stay home by himself. so i might have some people come to my lame house where we have nothing to do.
whatever.
i hate when i put myself in bad moods for no reason at all. i get mad over things that never happened. and at people who do nothing. i need to get over things and not pay attention to other things.
;lsjdasdfaf;
i'm gay and always update my journal
ha